Thinking things through

There are days when you just want to know if you still like what is happening to your life--sort of assessing if there are other options. Could there be a better source of personal fulfillment? You start to doubt the status quo. Today is one of those days. 

It was a weird sort of feeling towards the middle of the morning when I started to feel lonesome. Then I wondered, "Was there something else that I wanted to do in my life?" Funny how despite the fact that there are so many positive feedback there is still a feeling that somehow something is amiss. Could I be doing more?

I am looking forward to some quiet time to think things through. Sort out all the cobwebs lurking in my head and finally make a decision that would not only benefit my family and friends but my heart as well. I have to find the place that would make me happy and content.

Then again I wonder, could I start over again? It's hard to take the first step out especially when there are some people you care that will get left behind. Is it enough though?

Wish there was an easy solution to all of these. A lot of serious thinking must really be made. Hmmmm....